Vicodin prevails!

I've had different situations of being "high." The high I get from Vicodin has ranged from feeling quite good and numb to freaking out from noise and bright light and having major mood swings... accompanied by profuse sweating and freakish nightmares. Last night I dreamt of four dead family members.

Is this really helping me or doing more psychological harm than it needs to? For God's sakes I just want the pain to go away! If I wanted to be high I'd be making friends with Mary Jane or Salvia!

Vicodin and Penicillin cocktail

I don't mind the antibiotics, except that having GERD creates more uneasiness in the stomach. While the infection is being wiped out so to speak, I've got Vicodin in generic form lingering in my system. The stuff has got me so numbed that sitting at work has become unbearable. My attention span is nill, and then I feel all giggly out of nowhere. Granted the pain is almost completely gone, I in the meantime have to sit at my desk like a zombie. Why can't there be Vicodin for the day time?